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Thursday, April 24, 2014

The SubVersion Complex, Chapter Ten

Well, after a long absence due to the birth of a child and other related matters, I finally had the time to post the next edited chapter of The SubVersion Complex. Hope you all enjoy! If you missed Chapter Nine, click here. Things will really be picking up story-wise from here onwards. Hope you enjoy, and please leave your thoughts.

This book is intended for a more mature audience, so be advised.


╗ TEN ╚


GHETTO

Anna had been under the growing impression that all the food in Central Admin would be laden with grease of one kind or another. But, after Adam called for food to be delivered directly to his office, the spread of delicacies that arrived within a minute astounded her. Fine dining was not a foreign concept to her but this was something else entirely. The hors d'oeuvres consisted of a huge platter of shrimp and cocktail sauce, a cheese and meat tray, and a dish of caviar and crackers, along with a hearty red wine. After that came the main dish: lobster tails in butter and garlic sauce with green beans and stuffed clams. By the time the dessert of ice cream and sweet blush wine was brought in Anna felt she could not eat another morsel.

It was the most excellent food that she had ever tasted. As each dish arrived the thought kept coming to mind that if she was indeed to be the next Party Secretary, this might be how she would be eating every day. Gourmet food, the best wine, and all she could ever have of both. A childish notion, perhaps, but as each succulent bite slid down her throat she found it more and more convincing. Although, she realized her figure would suffer under such a heavenly strain, and that did give her pause.

The clock passed mid-afternoon by the time both of them leaned back satisfied in their respective chairs. While they were eating the Secretary had spoken precious little about the heavy subjects they had covered previously. He instead contented himself with commenting at length on the food they ate, where it came from, the vintages of the wines they drank. His experience of the culinary arts was extensive, as well as his knowledge of fine wines. Anna found the conversation about food equally as intriguing as their earlier topics and listened with great attention to his commentary.

She realized it was he that she found truly fascinating. Whereas before he had appeared intimidating, he now seemed eager, passionate, and engaged. The way he eyed her sometimes made her uncomfortable, but she chalked that up to her mother's lingering influence over him. His conversation was never dull, his wit never insipid, and his manners never vulgar. Anna found herself comparing him to Jesse, and the pairing was so comically mismatched that it almost caused her to laugh out loud. The Secretary displayed none of Jesse's smarmier traits; Adam was suave and genteel where Jesse was forward and overpowering.

She swallowed awkwardly as she finished what she could of her dessert and glanced at the glass of wine in her other hand. Mostly empty. Her mouth suddenly felt sticky and she remembered that this was her fourth glass. A tiny warning bell in the back of her mind warned her to slow down, but the warmth in her body rebelled against the thought of temperance. She shrugged and downed the rest of the wine in one swig. It would have alarmed her how eager she was for her alcohol if she wasn't already feeling so relaxed. The tension from earlier had mostly melted away and Anna did not feel eager to stop the numbing process.

She glanced over at the window briefly and with a start noticed how far the sun had set during their little party. They hadn't even gotten back to the Secretary's earlier explanation, although through her mild mental fog she almost couldn't remember what the question had been. She marshaled her thoughts with some difficulty as she resolutely put her glass on the table.

“You were going to . . . “ Anna started, then began again, “I had asked you about why your security fell down on the job so badly when Daniel Marcus escaped. You never did tell me why.”

Adam swirled the wine around in his glass and took another long sip before replying. “You had asked me that. I had been about to answer. More wine first?” Anna paused but then waved him off. He shrugged and poured himself some more. “More for me!” he remarked with a smile.

Anna couldn't help but grin back, and then felt silly for doing so. Damn alcohol talking. She folded her hands in her lap in an effort to compose herself.

Adam took a long puff on his electronic cigarette and released a ring of vapor that traveled almost all the way to the ceiling before dispersing. He watched it go with a mesmerized expression on his face, then turned back to Anna. “Funny how the small things captivate us,” he mused. He shook himself and returned to a more business-like tone. “Yes, Daniel Marcus remains at large and dangerous. And our forces continue to fail in finding him.” He bit his lip, a reluctant pose unlike his normal self. “The security problem has its origins many years back, dating back to even before my father was party secretary. How much do you know about my father?”

Anna frowned in puzzled thought. “Not very much. I know my parents worked with him . . .”

“That is correct, they did indeed work together,” Adam said, nodding. “Only part of the reason that Verité had your parents killed.” He saw that Anna shifted uncomfortably in her seat and he quickly switched back to the original topic. “My father inherited a torn up country, recently recovering from civil war and unending violence. His father, my grandfather, saw the proverbial writing on the wall and knew that we were losing the countryside. Our reunification project has always worked best in the cities under close central control.”

Fear the country, Anna thought. Everyone does, it makes sense.

Adam continued: “When we emerged from the so-called 'overpopulation period' there was chaos in government and anarchy in the streets; my grandfather and father both realized we needed one way of making everything work together, one system, a universal safety net. My grandfather devised and began the Central Administration, and my father built on and radically expanded it to encompass all of D.C. and its surrounding environs. Every major city in this country still under our control employs the same concept. I am the beneficiary of their labor.”

Anna knew little of Central Admin's history and the explanation intrigued her. “And was the idea not successful?” she asked with some confusion.

“It worked, for a while,” the Secretary sighed wistfully. “We streamlined food production, made certain utilities and businesses public, put the universal camera and sensor monitoring system in place, and automated the hell out of daily life. We encouraged leisurely pursuits and the enjoyment of sexual freedom granted by the AnnexEstros regimen. We discouraged dissent and suppressed all that might threaten the system.”

The last thought sent a small chill vibrating up Anna's spine. It had to be done, so she supposed. But suddenly something he had said rang odd and she spoke up. “What do you mean, the 'so-called overpopulation period'?”

Adam smiled a hollow smile at her. “A wall of convenient lies, as I said. That was one of them.”

“I don't understand,” Anna stuttered.

“There is no problem with overpopulation in this nation, not now, nor has there ever been a problem with it in the past. It is one of the widest and grandest lies ever devised by man.”

Anna's mind felt blank. It was a lie, he was lying.

“This country is suffering its most serious lack of population in history,” Adam continued unabated. “I would go so far as to say that the lack is critically dangerous at this point.”

“You're joking!” Anna blurted, a little too loudly. “This country, underpopulated? This city has a traffic jam every other hour on every other street!” She laughed and added, “If anything there are far too many people. I thought that was the reason for AnnexEstros, the old abortion centers, the reason why HomoGen exists at all! What are they for if not to curb humanity's irresponsible breeding?”

The Secretary leaned forward in his chair towards her and his face betrayed no traces of humor. “Listen closely to me, Anna, and open your mind to what I am telling you. You must.”

“Not when you are lying to me!” Anna retorted hotly. “HomoGen exists to solve the problem of over-breeding! It's a heritage that I had the honor of helping to create!”

She saw a flash of frustration and anger briefly cross the Secretary's face and thought that maybe her temper was running away with her. He recovered himself, however, and continued. “HomoGen was indeed founded during my father's tenure as Secretary for the purpose of controlling the population numbers. However, the truth diverges from what you know on several points. The first is that its primary task became a desperate effort to push population numbers up, not down. HomoGen has become almost our last best hope to stabilize the population numbers.”

The will to disbelieve him welled up in her in a powerful surge, although the alcohol deadened some of the shock of the new information. What the hell was he talking about? “I have to respectfully disagree,” she said. “Officer Holloway expressly told me that HomoGen's numbers and figures hit the targets perfectly. How could we be suffering a massive population problem if that is true?”

“I'd expect you to think that, naturally. While it is true that HomoGen was and is currently meeting its projected targets, it is a relative newcomer onto the population scene. If I recall, their first real product was AnnexEstros, the fertility control drug. After that, Central Admin assumed control of a good deal of the company and began work on the Versions. Do you recall the eagerness the government showed in getting the Version project off the ground as quickly as possible?”

Now that she thought about it, Anna did recall. Her heart sank as the truth became more clear. So Central Admin had never had any intention of ever cutting funding from HomoGen. “But that still leaves a problem,” she persisted, although with less conviction now. “We may have been funded by Central Admin, but we had accounts with private customers for their own Versions to go to their own families. You act like HomoGen exists primarily for the government's purposes, just churning out Versions for you to use however you please. We were- are- a successful company in our own right. The Version program has proven wildly successful!”

Adam's eyes narrowed at her, and for the first time in the past couple hours her uneasiness returned. He frowned and fingered his chin. “Jesse is HomoGen's head bean counter and you were in the tech department, but the two of you were sleeping together. Surely you had a good look at HomoGen's balance sheet after getting frisky with him?”

Anna felt the muscles in her neck tense up. The scope of their prying was becoming alarming. She managed to control herself, though. “Maybe. Why?”

“Then you surely noticed the top buyer for your Versions?”

“Some entity called FPSO, I think. I wasn't so concerned with that part of things. HomoGen's different business units are pretty cellular and insulated from each other.”

“FPSO stands for the Federal Population Services Office, and it is another branch of our governing office.” Adam stared hard at her. “Central Admin funds the majority of both ends of HomoGen's operations, simply in an attempt to keep up population numbers. HomoGen's alternate business model of contracting directly with willing couples for Versions would never work. No matter how much those couples think they can love and care for the Versions. That model has never worked, not even from the beginning.”

Anger welled up in Anna's heart and without thinking she came upright out of her chair, almost in a threatening pose. It could not be true. It was not true. She knew those couples, at least a few of them, and she knew they were more than capable of making a loving home for their Version. Adam's words stung her like a direct insult to the program and she didn't care if he knew what she really thought.

“If this is your idea of truth, Mr. Secretary, then I've had quite enough for one day.” She could barely believe she was speaking to him this way but she was not about to stop now. Her face felt flushed as she spoke. “I've spoken to those people, I know they know what they are doing. I believe HomoGen's model can and will work, and that they should be given a chance.”

The Secretary appeared unruffled. “HomoGen's model does not work, Anna. Right now. It doesn't work. I had the statistics directly from Jesse's superiors this morning. They cannot find enough couples or families of any kind willing to take Versions. They've run dry before they've even started. This city is a wasteland for finding that kind of love and acceptance.”

Anna stood, jaw and fists working. It couldn't be true. It just couldn't. “Every Version is loved and-!”

“-loved and wanted?” Adam stood slowly, pushing himself up against his cane. A fire blazed in his eyes. “There is no love in this entire process, and it's about time the charade was dropped. You want proof that this entire idea is no longer working? Look around you, Anna. Look at your commex, look at your car! They are the same models that existed twenty years ago, the same designs! This country is suffering a brain drain of epic proportions, simply because there are not enough human heads to figure out the problems we face.”

He inched closer to her. “To make a long story very short, that is why our security fell down on the job so badly, Miss McLean. We are overstretched, understaffed. The computer networks and systems we built to make the Central Admin idea work are aging and shockingly out of date. This is not a simple PR problem. I could show you numbers and charts all day to prove you wrong, but I'd rather just show you and let you see for yourself.”

Upright, he was again a much more imposing figure despite the cane. Anna shrank back and stammered, “I'm sorry, I didn't mean-”

“I am not interested in what you meant or didn't mean. And I am not interested in your apologies, Anna. I am interested in giving you the wide truth, of letting you into the great secret so that you may be part of the solution. You must grasp the enormity of what I am attempting to show you if you are to ever govern. Come,” he said, gesturing for her to follow him.

“Where are we going?” Anna replied, suddenly apprehensive.

“We are going for a drive.”

They exited his office and were immediately joined by a phalanx of armed guards who walked with them all the way to the elevator. Anna vaguely noticed that the hallway didn't look half so charming in the waning evening light. They descended several floors down to the underground parking garage where Anna had parked her car, but emerged in a different section where a fleet of shiny black vehicles stood parked in long rows. Again surrounded by armed guards, Adam guided her to one of the biggest vehicles, a giant truck with thick windows and heavy doors. Bulletproof, no doubt.

“Get in, please,” he said curtly, then nodded to the other men. Two of the guards jumped into the front seats of the Secretary's vehicle while the rest climbed into the other cars. They all began to move as a caravan and emerged into the fading sunlight with a roar of heavy gas turbine engines.

Anna watched the familiar sights slip by: the various memorials and monuments lit up in the evening air, the restaurants, the dilapidated Union Station building and shining high rises that eclipsed it on all sides. More porn shoppes, long lines of old row houses, small corner stores and fuel stations. At another bend they passed by one of HomoGen's Version training centers and Anna pointed it out. Through the wide lighted windows she could see several Versions and their various training personnel. Adam glanced out the window dispassionately.

“You've never driven farther than this street, have you?” he remarked.

Anna shook her head. “No, I never had any business farther in. Why?”

“I'm sure you don't know this, but HomoGen and FPSO outgrew the training centers years ago.”

Then Anna realized they were driving through a section of the city that she had never been in before. The buildings gradually took on a more slovenly appearance, and evidence of crime became more and more visible. They rounded a bend and Anna's stomach wrung as she saw what looked to be a long row of military-style trucks arrayed against one side of the street. Men in uniform milled around them with automatic rifles at the ready. Up ahead in the gathering dusk she thought she could see an autotank with its restless automatic cannon turret twitching back and forth. To her consternation she became aware that they were indeed headed towards the tank at a healthy clip.

The convoy slowed as it reached the tank and made a right turn down the same street that the tank's cannon was pointed. Anna craned her neck from the back seat to try to see what lay ahead. She thought she saw something peculiar blocking the road about two hundred feet down, and as they approached noticed that it was a huge steel fence and gate that stretched from one side of the street to the other. A sign hanging on the fence read “VG Entrance 1C.” The convoy came to a stop and made a partial u-turn, so that the Secretary's vehicle was closest to the gate and he and Anna could have an unobstructed view through the side window.

A second autotank lurked only a few feet away from the fence, its various guns bristling grimly on a mission of watchfulness. They were all pointed through the bars of the gate at the broad space beyond, and Anna strained to see what lay past.

“What am I looking at?” she asked uncertainly.

“You are looking at where unwanted Versions go,” Adam replied.

Anna swallowed and looked.

“We pay HomoGen to produce them because they must keep producing to keep up, but when we cannot find a family to put them with and can't find a training center space for them they have to go somewhere. So we bring them here.”

Anna stared with mounting horror as she saw, past the fence, a crowd of dark figures moving through the street, coming and going from the doors of the row homes on either side. They prowled like animals, lost feral creatures scavenging for food and garbage. Fires burned here and there in barrels and huddled forms sat around them motionlessly. Unnerving human noises and a horrible stench wafted to the truck and Anna grimaced.

“What is that smell?” she asked.

“Most likely cremating another body,” Adam answered. “They do it sometimes.” He looked at Anna. “This is part of what you and I must work to end.”

Anna glanced over at him briefly. Her anger still remained, but it was not directed at the Secretary anymore. It felt now as if she had been lied to by everyone except him. She nodded in blank agreement and looked back out through the gate.

One of the figures around the closest fire looked up and Anna could barely make out a face: a white, scared, and enraged face. He stood, pointed at the convoy and shouted something. Soon the crowd around the fire stood and shouted with him, and they and the rest of the aimless creatures began to approach threateningly. The slow advance quickly gained speed and anger and the crowd surged towards the gate in a fearsome mob.

Despite the metal bars between the convoy and the Versions, fear rose up in Anna's throat and she tried to say something but it never emerged. The Secretary grabbed her arm and pulled her back from the window. “You may not want to watch this part,” he said curtly. All her thoughts were then cut off by a brilliant flash from her left accompanied by a deafening roar of gunfire.

The autotank had opened fire, its huge Gatling guns buzzing and sending a stream of fiery tracer rounds through the gaps in the gate. Before Adam managed to pull her back from the window completely Anna caught a brief glimpse of shredding bodies and spraying blood. Her mind went blank; she turned away, covered her ears and closed her eyes. The gunfire continued for what seemed an eternity, then abruptly ceased.

Anna waited until the echo reverberated into nothingness before she would open her eyes and ears again. When she did she heard a new sound: howls of agony and despair piercing the air from behind the gate. She didn't dare look, but she couldn't help but listen. A horrible haunting sound, it rose in pitch and volume as the seconds ticked by. Vaguely she saw the Secretary order their driver to take them back to the Central Admin complex. She felt the vehicle pull from the gate and speed away from the agony and horror.

A numbness overtook her, a different numbness from that induced by alcohol. This was a raw, aching kind of numb, punctuated by that brief image of violent death. She felt rather than knew that the effects of the wine protected her mind from the worst of what she had seen. Her hands shook all the same and the queasiness from earlier returned.

They arrived back at the parking garage and Anna noticed they stopped right next to her car. She climbed out of the truck and Adam followed her. He turned to face her, leaning hard on his cane.

“I hope you will be more inclined to believe me in the future,” he said.

Anna nodded wordlessly.

“Here is your firearm,” he added, handing her the gun that she had left with the guards outside his office. “You must choose, Anna. Choose whether or not to help me fix this problem, or to let it fester like it does now. And I hope you say yes, because I have never handled rejection particularly well. I have a plan, but it requires you.”

The last words he delivered in a darker tone and a chill shook Anna. “What will I have to do?” she whispered.

“I can only tell you that when you say yes.”

Before she could reply he waved to her car. “Do not take too much time to decide. Every second we lose is gone forever.” With that, he turned on his heel and stalked off, surrounded by his men.

Dazed, she climbed into her car and programmed it to autodrive home. Her head still spun a bit from the wine and the trip, and she did not trust her own instincts to get her home in one piece. She turned her music on and set it to as high a volume as she could bear, just to prevent deep thought on the way home.

It seemed ages until she rounded the bend into her own street and swung into her own driveway. She shut the car off and the sudden absence of music lent the world an especially poignant sense of hollowness. Gritting her teeth, she made her slightly unsteady way up to her front door and fumbled for the correct key. She wanted her bed, and she wanted it now.

Then she stopped, and listened.

The man who lived on the opposite side of her from Mr. Vickers owned a dog, but a quiet dog that rarely barked at anyone unless a new car passed by. Now, however, all she heard from next door was incessant, urgent barking. An eerie and uncommon sound.

All the hairs on her neck and arms stood up and she froze, her key in the lock but not turned yet. Probably just paranoia, alcohol induced. She turned the key and the knob, but instead of entering right away she instead pushed the door open and stepped back. It swung inward as it was supposed to, revealing the empty and dark interior. Breathing a partial sigh of relief, she reached around and flipped the entryway light switch on. The light flickered on and showed nothing amiss.

Then she saw it: the panel opposite the door that housed her home security system control box. The LED on the panel blinked green. Wasn't it supposed to be a solid green? Had she forgotten to set the alarm this morning? Unlikely . . .

Without thinking she drew her gun and entered the doorway, pushing the door closed behind her. It shut with a loud bang and she jumped. She flicked the safety on the gun to the “off” position and rounded the corner into the living room.

All normal there too. She turned on a table lamp and, with the gun pointed steadily forward, she made her way towards the kitchen. All seemed well in there too, but she decided to look in briefly just to make sure. She took a tentative step through the kitchen archway.

She never saw where the first blow came from but it landed on the top of her arm with such crushing force that the entire limb spasmed and went completely numb. Another blow simultaneously struck the gun from her hand and she vaguely felt her entire arm being wrenched around and behind her back. A third strike landed like a load of bricks on the backs of her knees and they caved in, sending her into a kneeling position on the floor. Hot breath whistled past her head as sudden pain washed over her entire body. Another hand held her shoulder in a powerful grip.

“Do not make a noise or I swear I will kill you,” a man's voice grunted flatly into her ear.

Click here to read Chapter Eleven!

Saturday, February 1, 2014

The SubVersion Complex, Chapter Four

Here is the fourth chapter of The SubVersion Complex. Enjoy and leave your comments below!
 
This book is intended for a more mature audience, so be advised. 

Missed Chapter 3? Click here! 

╗ FOUR ╚


THE LOVER DRUG



Perry's lay almost directly west of the city, tucked away in the midst of the older town of Sterling and sharing a home with a multi-acre strip mall that had once dominated the area's shopping district. The heavy traffic here had long since died away along with the elderly population, and most of the nearby establishments sported only boarded up windows and vacancy signs. Perry's singled itself out as an oddity, therefore, by sitting almost on the edge of the inhabited city but not quite falling off into the no-man's-land that constituted the old suburbs and countryside.

Anna had heard the horror stories along with everyone else: the outer suburbs and the country were to be avoided at all costs. Central Admin issued warnings concerning the city's dark edges along with the daily newscasts. Every day some new tale of suburban or countryside woe: a horrible public suicide by fire, a murderer on the loose, some crackpot who had somehow acquired a gun or other weapon and was killing people just for the fun of it. The last of these was by far the most widespread. Anna personally knew two people who had been killed by these crazies. “Bored killers,” the police called them, and they popped up everywhere. Nobody could figure out why exactly, just one day the random person would snap and start killing. The most frightening thing was the rapidly increasing number of people that snapped.

Those warnings, and those stories, made up the bulk of the local news. No wonder everyone crowded into the cities to escape. Crowding closer to the mother hen that was Central Admin and its promises of safety.

Perry's thrived somehow, though, right on the penumbra of order and chaos. Maybe the universal taste for alcohol brought people together in a way that other things did not. Maybe a touch of class in a decaying world gave people hope for the future. Whatever the reason, people came, people drank, and people liked. And Perry's thrived.

The place was only a third full, it only being a Thursday night, and the usual crowd sat idly at different tables or at the long curved mahogany bar that formed the convergence point for the entire floorplan. A couple of lonely businessmen sat by themselves at one half of the bar and a gaggle of women they were too afraid to talk to sat at the other half giggling to themselves. A lesbian couple occupied a dark corner in the back, and in the front at their own table sat Anna and Jesse.

In a tinkle of crystal and expensive brandy, they touched glasses together and toasted her promotion. Anna gazed into the translucent brown liquid in front of her for a long moment before shrugging, taking the glass and upending it into her mouth in one gulp. Jesse stared at her in disbelief.

“This stuff is expensive!” he protested. “And since when did you start drinking like that?”

“Just proves you were not paying attention all those times I drank at home,” Anna replied, setting the glass down on the table with a satisfactory clack. The brandy burned an exquisite trail down her throat and into her stomach, causing her to glow. Her cheeks were flushed, she knew, and the rest of her body would soon follow. Probably not a good idea to get drunk with Jesse around, but tonight she didn't really care.

Jesse leaned across the table. “So, if you're working for Central Admin, does that mean you'll be getting a gun?” he asked.

Anna's brow furrowed. She understood the question even through the growing alcoholic haze but it took several seconds for her to formulate her thoughts. A gun? Her? “I-I don't know,” she said uncertainly, regarding her empty glass with a vacant stare. “Officer Holloway and Officer Garnham wore them. But they said I'd be working with another wing of Central Admin, so I don't know.”

Jesse sighed and leaned back. “Somehow I think working with computers and 'transfer protocols' doesn't exactly put a target on your back. Not sure why you'd need a gun.”

More like 'Not sure why they'd let me have a gun,' Anna thought ruefully. She had heard enough of the news to know she wanted the protection of a gun. But for years firearms had been illegal if one didn't work for the government.

She motioned to the bartender for another tumbler of brandy, and when it arrived she sipped it rather than throw it back. It was good brandy, and she quietly rejoiced that he was the one paying for it. Served him right. She licked her sticky lips and looked up, and noticed that Jesse was staring at her. Or rather, his eyes were aimed lower than her face, and she recalled through her increasing buzz that she had worn her little black dress tonight. His gaze was firmly and obviously affixed to her plunging neckline and was not going anywhere.

She shifted in her seat, half-consciously crossing her sparsely covered legs with vague embarrassment. As stupid as it was, turning Jesse on in increasingly obvious and pandering ways seemed to be the only exciting thing left in her sexual arsenal these days, but even this felt wrong. She knew going out tonight was a mistake, and she racked her brain for a good subject of conversation. Abruptly the image of Mr. Vickers materialized in her mind's eye and the whole uncomfortable exchange she had shared with him came back as well.

“I had a talk with Mr. Vickers when I got home,” she said.

Jesse's eyes shifted reluctantly back to her face and he chuckled. “Some stupid moralization again?”

“Yes,” Anna replied, the recollection filling her with vexation and anger. “The 'devil's work,' he called it. Some stupid shit about the Versions and human dignity and manufacturing children.”

Jesse laughed out loud and took another swallow of his brandy. “That's rich!” he barked in his humor. “What the hell does he think it was like before HomoGen came along? This planet was a crawling carpet of people without dignity.” He bent close to her across the small table. “We're the good guys, Anna. The responsible ones. Ha, if he's so old he should remember how bad it was back during the overpopulation period!”

Anna frowned and remained silent for a moment, a disturbing thought crossing her fuzzy mind. She tapped her glass with her fingernail. “He was alive then, we weren't. All we know about the overpopulation period we've been told. Told by others.”

Jesse cocked his head. “So?”

“So I just wonder...” she trailed off. The words and the thought died simultaneously and she was left with a bad taste in her mouth. She took a quick swig of her drink to compensate.

Jesse eyed her warily. “Don't tell me you're turning skeptic now. You know the history is solid: the bodies, the pictures. My old case worker's family had to help clean up that cesspool. They told me some nasty stories about it. Rumor had it their whole town devoured itself for lack of space. Be grateful we've moved beyond the worst.” He laughed again. “I prefer Perry's food to human flesh any day.” His joke so tickled his tipsy brain that he sat chuckling to himself for an uncomfortably long moment.

Anna didn't share his jollity. Her own drunken thoughts had drifted again to something the old man had said. A tear glistened in the corner of her eye. “He brought up my parents.”

“Who? Mr. Vickers?”

“Yeah. I could have wrung his neck,” she blurted, her lip beginning to tremble. “I don't bring up his wife, why does he have a right to bring up my parents?”

“Aw, do you want to talk about it?” Jesse asked in a concerned tone. He slid his chair over next to Anna and she pressed her face into his shoulder.

“He can go to hell for all I care,” she sobbed. “I won't miss him. In fact, I'd trade him for my parents any day of the week.”

Jesse was silent. He had been an orphan for as long as he could remember and the thought of parents did little for him. “Well, if it hadn't been...that, it would have been the geriatric exam for your parents. They'd already be turning sixty-five and going to a home anyways.”

“You're a real comfort,” Anna replied bitterly into his shoulder. “The worst thing is, I'm already halfway to sixty-five. Someday I'll be found unfit. Unloved. Have I really done anything worth noting yet to justify keeping me here longer?”

Jesse chuckled and put a hand on her bare thigh. “Worth noting? Probably. And you are not unloved as long as I'm around, baby. Sixty-five is a long way off yet, enjoy the ride while it lasts. Speaking of enjoyable rides...”

Anna pulled away from his shoulder and cast him a foul look through tear-and-mascara-stained eyes. Then the look melted away as desperation possessed her. “My house tonight,” she demanded forcefully, grabbing her coat and turning for the door without waiting for Jesse to follow. He got the hint, hurriedly paid the bill and followed her out to the car.

But all that night, even while making vigorous and empty love to her empty man, the conversation with Mr. Vickers haunted her. However, her drunk mind eventually faltered and spiraled, and the day's proceedings and Jesse's body above her disappeared into a black hole of nothingness.



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An insistent electronic beep echoed through her subconscious and Anna mentally groped her way toward it, beating away the ethereal visions of the night with clumsy hands and heaving chest. Light filled her room, burnt her eyes, knocked hard against her brain. Her temples pounded and her skin glistened with sweat. It was morning, and a horrible hangover gripped her.

She rolled over painfully and grabbed her commex to silence its infernal beeping. The words Doc Appt blinked cheerfully on the screen. In a sudden rush, she remembered Holloway's warning about her fertility appointment and realized she had set her alarm for it during her inebriated ride home last night; she had done it even in the midst of Jesse's crude petting and heavy breathing. It took a moment for her to wonder why she operated better drunk than sober. A bad sign. Turning into an alcoholic like her parents.

Damn, not my parents again.

Shoving the memories aside, she pulled a bottle of pills from the bedside table and tossed two into her mouth. The lozenges dissolved in an invigorating fizz on her tongue and the drugs began working immediately. Sitting up, the nausea only briefly assaulted her stomach before sinking sullenly into the background. The pounding in her head subsided and she turned around to see if Jesse was still there.

He was not. The imprint of his body remained in her bedclothes, though, and the debris of last night's indulgence lay scattered randomly about the room. Anna blinked and grimaced. It must have been fun; she couldn't quite remember. Although if the soreness between her legs was to be believed, he had had the lion's share of said fun. She dressed quickly in a comfortable sweater and slacks and walked into the bathroom to fix her hair, and was immediately assaulted by the stench of Jesse's cologne. Swearing to herself, she grabbed a hair clip and exited the house as quickly as she could manage, shoved the whole episode from last night out of her mind, and grumbled her way into her car.

During the entire drive she wondered why the joy of yesterday's announcement failed to register the same with her today. The euphoria was gone and all that was left was the fear of the unknown. She had had a brief glance at the schedule Officer Garnham had given her and it looked grueling: the orientation lasted two weeks and ranged all over the spectrum of intensive activity. However, the item that stuck out the most from her cursory scan of the schedule was at the very beginning of the list. It simply said “09:00 to 12:00 Monday @CATC, Level 2. Bring hearing and eye protection.” Now that the alcohol had worn away from last night she had a sneaking suspicion of what it might mean, but she dared not speculate about it even to herself.

The car pulled up into the parking lot of the Becker Clinic exactly five minutes before her appointment time, and Anna hopped out and rushed madly for the door. They were sticklers for patients being on time, these clinicians, and the punishment for violating that inviolable rule was to run the gauntlet of stares from the other patients as one made one's way to the back of the line. Therefore, Anna picked up her pace and attempted to take the porch step in stride. The attempt failed, her foot caught on the edge and she fell sprawling onto the concrete. Pain seared through her shins and hands and up one elbow; she cried out in pain and tried to stand.

From out of nowhere a pair of hands appeared and grasped her under one arm. Big, powerful hands, pulling her back to her feet in one motion. She blinked through her pain and looked up to see who it was that had helped her. It was a man; a very tall man, wiry and broad-shouldered, with mid-length dark hair sprouting from under a cap and heavy stubble on his chin. He smiled at her as he set her back on her feet and his dimpled face crinkled pleasantly around his sunglasses.

Anna blinked again and suddenly felt shy. “Thank you...”

“No problem at all,” the man replied. His voice was raspy and just as pleasant as his smile. “You might want to slow down just a bit. Although,” he chuckled, motioning to the doctor's office, “for a couple of skinned hands and knees you certainly did pick the right place to fall.”

Anna laughed and winced simultaneously, gingerly rubbing her arm. The man held his hands out to her, as if to catch her if she fell again. “You're sure you're all right?” he asked with some concern. Anna nodded hesitantly.

“I think so,” she replied. She was on the verge of asking his name but the urgency of the pending appointment shut her up. Instead, she smiled a genuine smile at him. “I really have to get inside. I'm sorry.”

“By all means,” the man said, grabbing the door handle from where he was standing and pulling it open. Only then did Anna realize how long his arms were. She thanked him and limped inside to the reception counter to confirm that she was signed in for that day. The receptionist confirmed her name on the list and silently waved Anna towards the nearest exam room door. With a nod of appreciation Anna slipped into the exam room and shut the door behind her.

It smelt clinical. Probes and lights hung on their respective racks and hypodermic needles crowded a jar on the table nearby. She hopped up onto the exam table and felt the paper crinkle under her. A generic print of an ocean stared at her from its cheap frame on the opposite wall, and a small computer sat idly on the table.

After a soft knock on the door a woman entered, wearing a long white coat and smiling widely when she saw her patient. Her face was pensive and petite; her eyes, skin, and hair all dark. A stethoscope hung around her shoulders and a tablet was in her hand. A plastic nameplate clipped to her breast pocket read Dr. Becker Criste. “Annalise! Good to see you again! What has it been, six months?”

Anna laughed and swung her legs from the table like a child. She liked Dr. Criste; the little woman almost made this semi-annual visit pleasant. “I was on time this time.”

Dr. Criste chuckled. “That's good. Although I'm guessing you had some help being so this time.” Anna's embarrassed smile was all the affirmation needed and the doctor laughed. “It's no matter, everyone needs the help every once in a while.” She pulled a small blood tester from her pocket and sat down close to her patient. “I am going to try to make this quick this time, if that's all right with you. I have so many other patients to see today it's not even funny.”

Anna sat still as Dr. Criste touched the device to her arm and pressed the button. There was a barely audible puff and a pinprick of pain and it was done. The results of the test began to rush across the screen of the computer on the table and Dr. Criste wheeled her rolling chair over to have a better look. The look turned into a longer look, and a frown crossed her face. Anna frowned as well and craned her neck to see the data.

“What's wrong?”

Dr. Criste turned and looked seriously at Anna. “You like to cut things close, don't you?” she said cryptically.

Anna was confused. “Cut what close?” she ventured.

“From the looks of it, you've had sex three times just this week.”

Anna groaned. “I'm sorry, I keep forgetting.”

Dr. Criste sighed and gave Anna a pout. “Anna, we talked about this. Sex in the last one or two weeks of your injection cycle is dangerous. You're at the outermost limits of its protection. I don't want to see my favorite patient catch the bug. You got lucky this time, it looks like. But please, please don't do it again.”

Anna's spirits sank. “I'm sorry, I really am. Can we schedule any less than six months at a time to make up for it?” She knew that the clinic could not, for health reasons but more importantly because they would never get to all their patients otherwise.

Dr. Criste confirmed her suspicions with a shake of the head. “No, honey, sorry. Six months to the day, that's how it goes.” She rose from her seat. “Ready for your shot of Lover Drug?”

“Not really, but who ever is?” Anna replied, attempting mirth. Dr. Criste's smile returned briefly and she pulled a vial from her other pocket and took a needle from the jar on the table. The label on the vial read “AnnexEstros.” The lifeblood of the new responsible generation, it was the most powerful contraceptive/contra-STD drug on the planet and Anna had been dosing on it since puberty. She held out her arm, which was duly swabbed with alcohol and pierced with the long hypodermic needle. With one long push of the plunger the pale blue fluid entered her bloodstream and she felt the familiar tingling in her extremities that was characteristic of the drug. Slight dizziness made her vision blur for a minute or two, then cleared up and left her feeling normal.

She smiled and hopped down from the table. “Anything else, Doctor?”

Dr. Criste sighed. “That's all, Miss McLean. And remember two things. The first: no sex for at least a day until the drug is thoroughly distributed again.”

“And the second?”

“The second is we need to grab a coffee at some point and just chat,” was the laughing reply. “Now scoot!”

Anna exited the exam room in better spirits than when she had entered and flitted lightly to the front door. She suddenly recalled the mystery man that had picked her up and her heart skipped a beat. Just the half-minute they had been together she had started to like him. She paused for a moment, then burst outside and glanced around in the futile hope that he was still hanging around. As she expected, he was nowhere to be seen. She sighed and climbed back into her car, trying not to speculate too deeply about who he might be.

As she pulled out of the parking lot she failed to notice a much older vehicle pull in and begin to follow at some distance behind her. Behind the wheel was the mystery man.

Read Chapter 5 here!