This book is intended for a more mature audience, so be advised.
╗ EIGHT ╚
THE
SECRETARY
The
next day proceeded almost exactly as the one before it: arrive early,
proceed through security, and run orientation
with Terry for several hours. Terry introduced her to the workings of
her security ID badge, a holo-electronic scan key which unlocked
everything concerning her new job. Any restricted access point,
including computer terminals and secure databases, would unlock with
a simple swipe as long as it represented a relevant part of the
reactive computer project. The key would also only work when the card
detected her particular bio-signs, so that it could not be used if
stolen.
Then
lunch, then spend the afternoon immersed in computers and bio-tech
technical jargon. There would be no more harassment by Central
Admin's security personnel, however. They even stood at attention as
she walked in and flashed her badge to the woman at the reception
desk. A bit surreal, but Anna shrugged it off. At least they were not
poking and prodding her inside the building anymore, albeit still
scanning. She was still required to traverse all the same checkpoints
to get through the perimeter fences, but the process had smoothed out
considerably.
It
was a good thing that she liked Dr. Jarrod too, because he decided
that the second day was soon enough to dive into the deep end of his
work. He also suddenly showed a strange reluctance to mention
anything more about his suspicions and opinions, and remained in
full-on business mode the entire time. They spent three solid hours
after lunch going over the reactive computer and steeping her in its
complex workings, and Anna found herself slowly coming to an
appreciation of how involved Dr. Jarrod's work actually was. He
boasted eighteen-year veteran status in his technology; Anna felt
puny by comparison. However, by the end of the second day they had
already begun to hammer out a workable solution to the transfer
protocol problem.
Anna's
third day began to feel routine. She breezed through the multiple
walls, fences, and scanners and headed to Level 2 to meet Terry for
more training. The tall blonde woman stood waiting for her in her
usual pose with arms crossed and grudging approval on her face.
However, Anna almost felt there was something more there now:
grudging fondness as well, perhaps? Something about Terry's eyes had
softened, maybe? Whatever it was, Anna felt more comfortable with
her.
Terry
nodded in greeting. “You're consistently punctual. I like that.”
Anna
almost laughed. “Drilled into me in boarding school. They didn't
tolerate tardiness.”
“I
see,” Terry replied noncommittally.
Anna
inwardly shrugged. Maybe she's not so fond of me yet. And with the
way they've scrutinized my past, she probably already knew that. They
both proceeded to the tables and, pulling their firearms from their
holsters, arranged them on the tables before loading extra magazines
with .40 caliber ammo. However, when they were ready to shoot Terry
did not immediately pin up any targets, but instead stood with the
last magazine in her hand while looking at the floor.
“Anna,”
she said quietly.
The
word was spoken so softly and with such concern that Anna looked up
with a start. For someone who epitomized clipped and authoritative
speech, this was jarringly unlike Terry. Anna raised her eyebrows in
question and waited for her to speak again.
Terry
swallowed and brushed a hair back from her face. “I want you to
take everything we do here extremely seriously.”
“All
right. I thought I had been?” Anna offered, unsure of the point of
the statement.
“You
have been diligent and thorough, yes,” Terry replied, finding her
mental footing and proceeding more confidently. “But I have the
feeling that this has not all sunk in like it should quite yet.”
Anna's
mind remained a blank. “I'm-not sure what you mean. This is only my
third day.”
Terry's
jaw worked as some inscrutable thought flashed through her mind, and
Anna could decipher nothing from her face. Finally the older woman
spoke again. “You are not armed simply because we arm our officers
and personnel. You are armed so that you can kill, when
necessary.”
Anna
swallowed and her heart beat faster. The thought had occurred to her
while firing at the silhouette targets, but it had registered on some
lower plane of her consciousness while her higher thoughts focused on
making accurate holes in the paper. Now that Terry had mentioned it,
however, Anna could feel her skin bristle with sudden cold. She
licked her lips. “Kill?”
Terry
nodded, looking hard into Anna's eyes. “Yes, kill. Using your
firearm gave you a rush, did it not?”
Anna
nodded. “I-I felt powerful,” she said slowly, almost with
embarrassment.
“It's
not an uncommon feeling,” Terry replied. “The feeling of power
when handling a firearm, shooting it, becoming acquainted with it. It
is power over the life of another, power to eliminate a threat.
Potentially, the power to dominate others.”
Immediately
Dr. Jarrod's comment rushed back into Anna's mind: She was the
only member of the reactive science team with a gun. Her
breathing increased as her mind became a rushing tumult of
conflicting emotions and thoughts. Why did they give me a gun? Why
did they choose me for any of this? Why not someone else? Why?
Terry
must have sensed the maelstrom raging inside Anna's soul because she
shook her head. “I cannot give you the why or the how of any of
this, Anna. But I can help equip you for whatever is coming. I want
you to trust me, with your questions and concerns. I want you to
follow my advice, and follow it well.”
Anna
looked hopefully at her and could feel a sudden warmth and concern in
her mentor. Almost unnerving, but reassuring. Terry continued.
“You
are part of a unique team here, doing unique work. Which means there
is now a target of sorts painted on your back, a target that will
only likely grow as time goes on.” She stared hard at Anna as she
finished.
Anna
bit her lip as a terrible thought suddenly crossed her mind. “Is
someone trying to kill me? And if so, why was I not assigned a
protective detail?”
Terry
opened her mouth to speak, then thought better of it. She turned her
face away from Anna and tossed the magazine onto the table with a
thud. “You never know who is going to do what in this
profession,” she remarked almost to herself. Anna's heart quickened
again.
Terry
had failed to answer her first real question.
The
older woman quickly added, “I have killed before.”
Anna
felt the attempted redirect strongly and anger began to bubble up
inside her. But the admission intrigued, if not surprised, her.
Officer Garnham looked the part in her efficiency and stolid
temperament. However, it still came as a shock to hear her admit it.
She decided to humor Terry's diversion for a moment. “You have?”
Terry
continued to look away, her silence only prolonging the tension.
Finally she sighed. “I have. I shot a man through the eye and blew
his brains out of the back of his head. He was dead before he even
hit the ground.”
Despite
her anger Anna felt reluctant to pry, but her curiosity hounded her
to find out more. “How long ago was this?”
“That
doesn't matter,” Terry replied sharply, her sudden emotion not
directed at Anna but at some other unknown entity. “I would have
been dead had I not pulled the trigger, had I not had the will to
pull the trigger. But I did, and I am alive and he is dead. And I
want you to remember that, Anna. That in the larger picture, we need
you alive. Which means that you need to have the will to pull the
trigger if and when the time arises.”
Terry's
tone had risen to an urgent pitch throughout her speech, and Anna was
once again both confused and distressed. Everything felt even more
cryptic and opaque than before, but Anna no longer felt like she had
the permission to ask any more today, despite Terry's “open door
policy.” Besides, Terry had in effect admitted that she either did
not know what was going on or did not have the clearance or desire to
tell her.
Disheartened
and indignant, Anna picked up her weapon with less enthusiasm than
before and walked up to the firing line. “I assume we are doing the
same exercises today as before?” she asked flatly.
A
strange look passed briefly over Terry's face before it reverting
back to the usual business-like somberness. She shook herself and
picked up a rolled up paper target. “You assumed correctly.” She
clipped it to the sliding hangar and let the paper unfurl. Anna felt
a sinking feeling in the pit of her stomach as she saw, not a black
human silhouette, but a full-color representation of a man holding a
gun pointed threateningly in her direction. The whole exercise had
become much more personal.
For
the next two hours she practiced with minimal supervision, then broke
down the weapon and cleaned it. When the gun was clean again a new
officer joined Terry and introduced himself to Anna as a Sergeant
Revier. A short, powerful and blocky man, he began to demonstrate
some tactical maneuvers to Anna with a dummy firearm. No sooner had
he begun, however, when Terry's commex began to chirp. The group
paused the exercise as Terry answered the call.
Her
conversation was short, but dramatic. Anna watched Terry's face go
red with consternation, and then turn completely white. “Really?
Now? He wants her now? What for?” After another moment she
sighed with resignation and tapped the screen to cut the call. She
licked her lips nervously and slid the commex back into her pocket.
“You can go now, Sergeant,” she said, waving him off. He grunted
something in annoyance and stalked away.
“What
happened?” Anna asked, mystified.
“You
are spending the rest of the day with someone else,” Terry replied
uncomfortably. She picked up her firearm from the table and holstered
it and Anna mimicked her reluctantly. The two of them exited the
firing range and returned to the elevator, where Terry tapped the
topmost button and watched the doors slide shut.
Anna's
blood churned. “Where are we going?”
“To
the top floor,” Terry remarked solemnly. “The Party General
Secretary wants to see you personally in his office.”
It
was as if a bomb had exploded inside her head and Anna felt as if she
were falling even though the elevator moved steadily upward. The
combination sickened her. She shot an arm out to the wall to counter
her sudden vertigo and save herself from falling over, but her head
would not stop spinning.
The
leader of the entire Reunited States, the General Secretary himself,
wants to see me. The most powerful man in the world wants me in his
office. She had no time to
prepare, no time to gather her thoughts or steel herself for such an
encounter.
“Terry,
help, I'm going to be sick...” she blurted out. Her own body
surprised her in its total breakdown of higher control. It had rarely
happened before like this, with no alcohol or medication of any kind
in her system. Terry reached out a supporting arm and Anna grabbed at
it.
“Pull
yourself together Anna, he wants you now. And that means that you're
going to see him, no matter how you're feeling about it.” Terry's
voice was harsh but definitive and represented a rock to cling to.
Anna gritted her teeth and willed herself to calm down. Few ever got
to see the Secretary on a regular basis, and very few people were
ever especially summoned to his private suite. At least that was as
far as Anna knew. She barely knew what he looked like anyways.
Terry
became business-like. “Just answer his questions and follow
directions,” she said quickly. “And remember that he is just a
human being like anybody else.”
Just
a human being like anybody else??
The sentiment did not resonate with Anna at all. She found herself
possessed by a sudden desperation to know what the hell was going on
and to either escape from it or throw herself into it headlong and be
done. All of this cryptic behavior surrounding her did not help. The
desperation fueled her anger and she turned on Terry.
“Terry,
how much are you telling me? Or not telling me?” she asked quietly.
“I feel like the world around here has begun to revolve around me
and no one will give me a clue as to why. Why am I special?
What does the Secretary want with me? What do any of you want with
me? Why was I brought in, besides the transfer protocol?”
Terry
stared at her for a long moment. Her face showed no signs of
returning Anna's anger; if anything, she looked sad. “Anna, I don't
know.”
“Bullshit!”
Anna muttered miserably.
“It's
true. You mistake my rank. I only know my orders.”
Anna
groaned and slumped against the elevator wall. “I don't want to do
this,” she groaned.
”I
think he wants you in his office so that he can tell you what is
going on himself,” Terry proffered. “He doesn't mean to make you
anxious and miserable. This is unlike you, Anna. ”
“If
you say so . . . ” Anna shook her head to clear the nausea.
The
doors slid open and Terry crossed into the new hallway. She turned on
her heel to face Anna through the opening. “Are you coming?”
Anna
nodded and followed her through the doors. This new floor differed
strikingly from the rest of the building. Instead of the sterile
grays of the lower levels, the top level of Central Admin boasted
sumptuous salmon-hued marble walls and floors lit by
imitation-incandescent lighting. Beautifully executed vaulted
ceilings stretched the entire length of the hall and one whole wall
was dedicated to tall windows in cherry wood. The effect it produced
was warm and dignified, if not exactly inviting. Despite her anxiety
Anna couldn't help but notice its beauty and she found herself
stealing glances out of the windows as they traversed the length of
the hall.
A
beep emanated from her pocket. Anna distractedly pulled out her
commex and swiped the screen. Then she froze; Jesse's number blinked
on the screen. She hesitated, then realized that he was the last
person she wanted to talk to right now. She mashed the exit button
and pocketed the device, and tried to put him out of her mind.
They
came to another scanner manned by two guards, one of whom requested
that Anna hand over her weapon and walk through the frame. She
complied and, after a physical pat down from the other guard, she was
given the thumbs up. She turned to Terry.
Terry
waved her ahead. “His door is right there. You are to go in alone.”
Anna's
stomach dropped again. “Are you sure?”
“Go.”
The
door in question was the last door at the end of the hall, a huge
heavy oak affair stained an extremely dark brown. It looked old and
imposing, and Anna hesitated before walking up to it and knocking
timidly. She jumped as she heard an electronic lock click open and
turned to see if Terry still stood behind her. Terry raised her
eyebrows at Anna and gestured for her to go. Steeling herself, Anna
pushed the door open, stepped inside and shut it behind her again.
The rest of the world seemed to disappear and a profound silence
enveloped her.
Her
first impression was the dim light. Only one tall window allowed a
shaft of sunlight in from the right side of the room, revealing a
dark oak desk and an empty chair behind it. Every wall was a
bookshelf, and every shelf was crammed with books and documents of
all kinds. A fire crackled in a large fireplace behind the desk, and
in front of the fireplace stood a man.
His
back was to Anna, one hand on the mantelpiece and the other on a
metal cane. All she could see of him was his long brown hair
overlapping a beautifully tailored suit coat. She hesitated,
completely out of her element, the desire to simply bolt back out
through the door growing to almost overwhelming levels. Before she
could act on that impulse, however, the man turned suddenly and
smiled.
His
face was long and thin, his teeth very white. Every stitch of
clothing he wore screamed designer label, from his frock-type coat to
the shoes on his feet. Anna also noticed that the clothing, although
well-made, exhibited signs of age and dust. The man also stood at an
impressive height; Anna guessed he would easily have measured at
six-two.
He
stood with the whole weight of his upper body leaning into his cane
through both hands, regarding Anna with a strange sort of quiet
excitement. His eyes took her in from across the office and he nodded
with what felt like approval. He gestured for her to sit in one of
the plush leather seats in front of his desk.
“Please,”
he said. “I won't have you standing there like that, come and sit.”
Smooth
and reassuring, Anna decided. Which was good, because her knees
had come close to knocking together in her anxiety. She slowly
shuffled over to the desk, eying him the entire time. He watched her
with a quiet amusement as she warily approached.
He
held out a hand to her and smiled. “Welcome, Miss Annalise McLean,
to my humble office. It is so good to finally officially meet you. I
am the Party General Secretary, as you might have guessed.”
Anna
shook his hand. “It's an honor to meet you, sir,” she croaked
through a dry throat.
The
man smiled again reassuringly. “Please, there is no need to stand
on ceremony. Your name is Anna, is it not? And I will call you that.
My name,” he added as he sank into his own chair, “is Adam. And
you will call me that.”
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Good but I would go into more depth about the tactical maneuvers, "When the gun was clean again a new officer joined Terry and introduced himself to Anna as a Sergeant Revier. A short, powerful and blocky man, he began to demonstrate some tactical maneuvers to Anna with a dummy firearm. " I would have him explain a little more like, "I know you have had marksmanship training but I am here to teach you some tactical weapons handling. This is very different from target shooting, because in a tactical scenario.... blah blah blah.... moving and shooting simultaneously.... blah blah blah.... hand-to-hand combat.... blah... weapons retention, etc." This is just because most audience members will not understand what you mean when you say "some tactical maneuvers."
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